how i lost my other half

i had a girlfriend
she was
pretty, nice and 
stupid
stupid for me
stupid me


i peed in her vagina, or
whatever sex is, and
she liked to fuck me in the skull, then


i had to make a little room, a
left hemisphere sized womb for 
a fetus to grow in


he survived on stolen synapses
drank aphasiatic wine
we played mental mastication till
his thoughts chimed in time with mine


then came all the cramping, the
weight when one head carries two
he said, this brain isn’t big enough
for the both of us, so


i had an abortion
it was
pretty nice and
simple
clever little baby
simple me