RIP Annie

I saw you
lying in that box
sleeping off the smoke
my mother
my brother
my sister
my lover
are you dreaming
just like me?
will you wake up
just like me?
how many times
will I wake up
with you next to me?
how many times
will I wake up
with you gone?
how many times
will i wake up?
how long will it take
for my dream to end?